Wow autosave. Hence the new title.
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It breaks my heart to see my parents so tired, slaving away for my future. I want to tell them to stop at times, but stop myself instead. Unconditional love is exactly that - it asks for no returns. God help me keep both your word and their heartbeat, and to be a better child.
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Yesterday was the first day of bible school, and it was far from the experience I expected. Negatively so. I don't want to be judgemental but I am, and I genuinely feel that there are many who are simply there without the proper reasons and motivations.
It does not help that I have been places in a group where it seems that most already know each other, and is also filled with youths. I wanted to be in a group of adults whom are far more mature than me, but I suppose that was an unhealthy expectations and a selfish desire to personally benefit and grow more.
I thought that I would be excited to meet new people but that wasn't the case. Not having many female friends, I thought I would be excited to meet girls my age in church - but that wasn't the case.
God, help me to love your church, and stop judging others when I have not even had the opportunity to know them better. I relinquish every negativity.and commit tomorrow into your hands.
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